My Day... My Time
Jus about all these while I am into my work of counselling, I happened to come across many classic examples of human weaknesses & fears. Unfortunately, no one will be spared. This is especially for some of my really dear friends I made in Singapore.
To Adrian :
My handsome & suave; smart & contemplative partner. Nothing more I can say as I can clearly say I attribute my happiness to you. Stay great as you are my greatest!
To Edwin :
Every age has its own problem & every soul its particular aspiration. Character is the true criterion of humanity. I have actually learnt much from you. Though things have change much for us, hope life's treating you well. Adhere well to the spiritual path.
To Hazel :
One of my dearest gal friend. Go on seeking for the best. Don giv up jus yet. Remember life is not jus about others but yourself as well. You should live life to the fullest.
To Sharon :
Another great gal! Can't say more when you are always there to help. Not to mention how appreciative am I. Remember all are endowed with the capacities to love & to be loved. It jus takes the right time & place.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Life is not about the number of breathes you take but the number of times that take your breathes away."
To Adrian :
My handsome & suave; smart & contemplative partner. Nothing more I can say as I can clearly say I attribute my happiness to you. Stay great as you are my greatest!
To Edwin :
Every age has its own problem & every soul its particular aspiration. Character is the true criterion of humanity. I have actually learnt much from you. Though things have change much for us, hope life's treating you well. Adhere well to the spiritual path.
To Hazel :
One of my dearest gal friend. Go on seeking for the best. Don giv up jus yet. Remember life is not jus about others but yourself as well. You should live life to the fullest.
To Sharon :
Another great gal! Can't say more when you are always there to help. Not to mention how appreciative am I. Remember all are endowed with the capacities to love & to be loved. It jus takes the right time & place.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Life is not about the number of breathes you take but the number of times that take your breathes away."
DarkAngel Moving On & Going Strong...
It was time like this that confuses me most. Was it my blunder that I have caused? Or was I not specific enough? There's no such thing as unconditional love except God's love for us. Time to move on.
Happened to know of a gal friend's plight of being 'tortured' mentally by her boyfriend. Hope everything gonna be fine for her.
Had a great time at Equinox!
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS oF WiSdOm :
"For yesterday is but a memory & tomorrow is only a vision : But today well-lived makes every yesterday a memory of happiness & every tomorrow a vision of hope..."
Happened to know of a gal friend's plight of being 'tortured' mentally by her boyfriend. Hope everything gonna be fine for her.
Had a great time at Equinox!
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS oF WiSdOm :
"For yesterday is but a memory & tomorrow is only a vision : But today well-lived makes every yesterday a memory of happiness & every tomorrow a vision of hope..."
CommentsIan
Comment posted on March 14th, 2007 at 11:07 AMLove you baby!
Cheer up!Stay Great!
Wow! Great to hear from all. It's been awhile since I felt so exposed! Haha! This early (or is it late) entry is especially for my new like-minded friend, Yuki. :) Can't say more especially with the late night partyings with you & Shannon. Thoroughly enjoyed that! Looking forward to Attica! Stay Great, pretty & fun. Remember this Friday's Power House. And pls find out how I can upload pics. Hee!
Great Time At Gym ... & Great Nite Spent Laughing My Head Off!
Posted by darkange1 at 11:16 am on March 15th, 2007.
Posted by darkange1 at 11:16 am on March 15th, 2007.
After today I realised how blessed I am. I do not intend to whitewash the path I am on. There is no such thing as a good or lousy practioner in the common vernacular - one is either very good or training to be so. Ahem... so Hazel, it's not really a big blunder you have committed. ^.^
This is to the one friend who seems to have drifted away. I have gotten the gift. Thanks for the gift. Appreciated. I guess my presence is not required anymore. I have prognosticated that. Am not surprised at all for this change. In any case, do take good care. Let me know if you need my ears or my heart if you want me to be part of your world
Dark Witch, don't start pumping negativity into your veins again. Not healthy. Live for the day to its fullest. For tomorrow may be full of surprises.Don't start putting yourself down. The world will be a much better place because your happier self is there.
Ash... You really rock my world. Thanks for being there when I am down. Your little gestures were very much understood & appreciated. For a guy being so thoughtful... I really take my hat off. But let's takes things easy at this moment.
Ian, do take care of yourself in Houston. We will catch up when you are back for holidays.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS oF WiSdOm
"Love is the lamp that lights the Universe : Without that light, Mother Earth will be a barren promontory & Man the quintessence of dust. Sometimes, you get what you want, but lose what you had. Seek to do what you love. Not avoid what you fear."
This is to the one friend who seems to have drifted away. I have gotten the gift. Thanks for the gift. Appreciated. I guess my presence is not required anymore. I have prognosticated that. Am not surprised at all for this change. In any case, do take good care. Let me know if you need my ears or my heart if you want me to be part of your world
Dark Witch, don't start pumping negativity into your veins again. Not healthy. Live for the day to its fullest. For tomorrow may be full of surprises.Don't start putting yourself down. The world will be a much better place because your happier self is there.
Ash... You really rock my world. Thanks for being there when I am down. Your little gestures were very much understood & appreciated. For a guy being so thoughtful... I really take my hat off. But let's takes things easy at this moment.
Ian, do take care of yourself in Houston. We will catch up when you are back for holidays.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS oF WiSdOm
"Love is the lamp that lights the Universe : Without that light, Mother Earth will be a barren promontory & Man the quintessence of dust. Sometimes, you get what you want, but lose what you had. Seek to do what you love. Not avoid what you fear."
posted on March 16th, 2007 at 01:52 AM
My life is in your hands! Save Me! So want go Japan with me? :)
Creighton
Comment posted on March 15th, 2007 at 12:58 PMHey My Baby Angel! Great to hear from ya. Thanks for inviting me to see your beautiful literature. Let me know if you want to know more of the PHD program you are interested in. I will be posted bck to Singapore probably in May. London is freeezing. Surprised? Will be attached to Merill Lynch.
Ash
Comment posted on March 15th, 2007 at 12:29 PMMe just joined Fitness 1st! It's all your fault!(laughing) Come join me. CF no good. I buy you a new membership. No qualms abt that. Oh yes! The PDA phone you ask, still better with the Dopod 838 Pro. The rest not so good. you like that? Dopod I mean. By the way, who is Adrian & Edwin?? someone I know??
Adler
Comment posted on March 15th, 2007 at 12:12 PMhaven't met another gal like you. Don think I ever will. Thanks for all that help. You really are my dearest Angel. Hope we can catch up with a dinner. "wink"Posted at 11:47 AM on 15/03/2007 in response to Great TimeReply to this comment
Your Hub
Comment posted on March 15th, 2007 at 12:00 PMDearest Angel.. thanks for being sarcastic and all... I'm used to it anyway. =) Polar's strawberry swiss roll and Subway's peanut chewy cookie doesn't make up for your mocking at me.. I WANA CRY LE!! I'll remember to be less careless next time.. I promise.
Comment posted on March 15th, 2007 at 12:29 PMMe just joined Fitness 1st! It's all your fault!(laughing) Come join me. CF no good. I buy you a new membership. No qualms abt that. Oh yes! The PDA phone you ask, still better with the Dopod 838 Pro. The rest not so good. you like that? Dopod I mean. By the way, who is Adrian & Edwin?? someone I know??
Adler
Comment posted on March 15th, 2007 at 12:12 PMhaven't met another gal like you. Don think I ever will. Thanks for all that help. You really are my dearest Angel. Hope we can catch up with a dinner. "wink"Posted at 11:47 AM on 15/03/2007 in response to Great TimeReply to this comment
Your Hub
Comment posted on March 15th, 2007 at 12:00 PMDearest Angel.. thanks for being sarcastic and all... I'm used to it anyway. =) Polar's strawberry swiss roll and Subway's peanut chewy cookie doesn't make up for your mocking at me.. I WANA CRY LE!! I'll remember to be less careless next time.. I promise.
WaT A NiTe... sO uNgLaM!
Posted by darkange1 at 11:33 am on March 17th, 2007.
It was never a concern of mine with regards to the poor ventilation system of St James Power House. My friend Joyce was struggling when she went there with me a month ago. Then my turn. After something like 3 odd hours of fun, dancing & laughing with my pals, I swooned. Oh gosh! Fainting on the dance floor. So unglam! Luckily me still have my pals around. Me was so engulfed in darkness that I actually see stars. Lucky enough that I didn't see God, especially when I fell.
Really so thankful that my buddies were with me. Adrian, Hazel & Sharon. Not to forget my 2 new friends from Devil's, Jen & Chris. Thanks for the concern. Hope it didn't spoil your fun. We should catch up one day to make a trip to Devil's again.
Nobody will believe it that Hazel actually had a delay fainting spell cast on her, sharing my fate. Haha! Miss you so Dark Witch. It was real fun though, dancing & laughing away. Wish you were there.
Nonetheless, we all managed to get home - in one piece. Haiz... Partying too much is jus so bad for health - physically as well as spiritually. Do everything with moderation.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS oF WiSdOm :
"The true measure of a man is the height of his ideals, the breadth of his sympathy, the depth of his convictions & the length of his patience."
posted on March 18th, 2007 at 10:01 AMDear baby angel and hazel, my poor little girls who has fainted in the club... yeah miss ya girls but was ill, down with cough and aunty visit...lol. Thank god I was not around, probably would suffer the same fate... then what would happen...its a quiet weekend for me, since I could only stay home and meditate, sleep and rest to get well.
Your Hubby
Comment posted on March 18th, 2007 at 09:39 AMWell I guess I did have a delayed effect. Unfortunately I threw up big time while sharon drove me back home. I was so grateful towards her.. so touched. SHE'S BETTER THAN MY BF!! WTF! Haha.. Defu lane will be quite a memorable place for me coz I left some foam puke there in one of those drainage. Wahaha... Sharon you rock! Ger.. I'm quitting cigis! Skin look kinda dull smoking too much.. haiz.. take care. Luv you.
Ash
Comment posted on March 18th, 2007 at 09:06 AMHi Baby! Better now? Do take care ok. Miss ya.
Your Hubby
Comment posted on March 18th, 2007 at 09:39 AMWell I guess I did have a delayed effect. Unfortunately I threw up big time while sharon drove me back home. I was so grateful towards her.. so touched. SHE'S BETTER THAN MY BF!! WTF! Haha.. Defu lane will be quite a memorable place for me coz I left some foam puke there in one of those drainage. Wahaha... Sharon you rock! Ger.. I'm quitting cigis! Skin look kinda dull smoking too much.. haiz.. take care. Luv you.
Ash
Comment posted on March 18th, 2007 at 09:06 AMHi Baby! Better now? Do take care ok. Miss ya.
It is the Bahai'i New Year today. I went with my dear friend Chuatee to Meritus Mandarin for the celebration. Saw Papa Fodzdar & Mama Fodzdar. Feels great! Such affectionate people. My pals are going through times of deliberation - to spew or not to spew. All the best!
A rather busy day. Met up with a new client. Seems like marriage counselling's not the complete antidote. Haiz... Why can't people be the same? Why can't one stays where they are? Acceptance is the keyword here. Accepting & blessing our circumstances is a powerful tool for transformation. In fact, this potent combination is a spiritual elixir that can work miracles in our lives.
I was just wondering my role in this weird society, this strange world. But still I love being part of it, the chosen One. Haha. Agatha Christie wrote this : "I like living. I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it allI still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing." You bet! I can't say more to agree to it.
Was invited to co-author a book. Looking into a theme. Any suggestions? Hmm... Spiritual Intelligence. Sounds interesting.
To Some of My Dear Friends ( alphabetical order)
Adrian :
To love oneself is the beginning of a life-long romance. Grace strikes us when we are in great pain & restlessness... Sometimes at that moment a wave of light breaks into our darkness & it is as though a voice was saying: "You are accepted, forgiven & you will be blessed."
Carmen :
No pessimist ever discovered the secrets of the stars, or sailed to an uncharted land, or opened a new heaven to the human spirit. Be positive enough & everytthing will turn out just fine.
Edwin:
I was often thought to be "stuck up" or thought too highly of myself as U claimed so. I wasn't. I was just sure of myself. This is & always has been an unforgivable quality to the unsure. I really missed the "you" of whom you claimed you are. Learn to get in touch with the silence within yourself & know that everything in this life has a purpose.
Hazel:
Almost always it is the fear of being ourselves that brings us to the mirror. It's a funny thing about life; if you refuse to accept anything but the best, you very often get it. Just trust yourself & the grace of God, then you will know how to live your life to the fullest.
Sharon:
Everything in life that we accept undergoes a change. Knowledge of what you love or who you love somehow comes to you; you don't have to read nor analyze nor study. If you love enough, knowledge will seep into you, with particulars more real than any chart or any book can furnish.
Yuki:
Know that you are preparing the great leap of faith - going on this journey of yours. Sometimes in your life you will need to go on a journey. It will be the longest journey you have ever taken. It is the journey to find yourself. Forever trusting who you are & nothing else matters.
I will have to write for my other friends when I recharge myself. Tired.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS oF WiSdOm:
A rather busy day. Met up with a new client. Seems like marriage counselling's not the complete antidote. Haiz... Why can't people be the same? Why can't one stays where they are? Acceptance is the keyword here. Accepting & blessing our circumstances is a powerful tool for transformation. In fact, this potent combination is a spiritual elixir that can work miracles in our lives.
I was just wondering my role in this weird society, this strange world. But still I love being part of it, the chosen One. Haha. Agatha Christie wrote this : "I like living. I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it allI still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing." You bet! I can't say more to agree to it.
Was invited to co-author a book. Looking into a theme. Any suggestions? Hmm... Spiritual Intelligence. Sounds interesting.
To Some of My Dear Friends ( alphabetical order)
Adrian :
To love oneself is the beginning of a life-long romance. Grace strikes us when we are in great pain & restlessness... Sometimes at that moment a wave of light breaks into our darkness & it is as though a voice was saying: "You are accepted, forgiven & you will be blessed."
Carmen :
No pessimist ever discovered the secrets of the stars, or sailed to an uncharted land, or opened a new heaven to the human spirit. Be positive enough & everytthing will turn out just fine.
Edwin:
I was often thought to be "stuck up" or thought too highly of myself as U claimed so. I wasn't. I was just sure of myself. This is & always has been an unforgivable quality to the unsure. I really missed the "you" of whom you claimed you are. Learn to get in touch with the silence within yourself & know that everything in this life has a purpose.
Hazel:
Almost always it is the fear of being ourselves that brings us to the mirror. It's a funny thing about life; if you refuse to accept anything but the best, you very often get it. Just trust yourself & the grace of God, then you will know how to live your life to the fullest.
Sharon:
Everything in life that we accept undergoes a change. Knowledge of what you love or who you love somehow comes to you; you don't have to read nor analyze nor study. If you love enough, knowledge will seep into you, with particulars more real than any chart or any book can furnish.
Yuki:
Know that you are preparing the great leap of faith - going on this journey of yours. Sometimes in your life you will need to go on a journey. It will be the longest journey you have ever taken. It is the journey to find yourself. Forever trusting who you are & nothing else matters.
I will have to write for my other friends when I recharge myself. Tired.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS oF WiSdOm:
" Until you make peace with who you are, you willnever be contented with what you have."
Hound
Comment posted on March 20th, 2007 at 12:05 PMI know it's words-of-wisdom that you've written.. but next time can dont write so "chim" ma? Coz I have difficulty understanding the meaning of your words...are you trying to tell me to be less demanding? Haiz.. I am currently running out of patience... it's really hard... or was it I was too hard on myself? No doubt, God has always been good to me.. Good nite, sweet angel.
darkange1
Comment posted on March 21st, 2007 at 02:18 AM in reply to HoundYou are really too hard on yourself. No doubt about it. I don't mean that you are demanding. But sometimes things do come camourflage as a blessing. Live & let live. Don't hold too tight. On your emotions. Luv ya.
darkwitch
Comment posted on March 20th, 2007 at 11:34 AMstressed with exams next few days... 2moro gotta go immigration early morning to make new passport... expiring.miss you.
Comment posted on March 20th, 2007 at 12:05 PMI know it's words-of-wisdom that you've written.. but next time can dont write so "chim" ma? Coz I have difficulty understanding the meaning of your words...are you trying to tell me to be less demanding? Haiz.. I am currently running out of patience... it's really hard... or was it I was too hard on myself? No doubt, God has always been good to me.. Good nite, sweet angel.
darkange1
Comment posted on March 21st, 2007 at 02:18 AM in reply to HoundYou are really too hard on yourself. No doubt about it. I don't mean that you are demanding. But sometimes things do come camourflage as a blessing. Live & let live. Don't hold too tight. On your emotions. Luv ya.
darkwitch
Comment posted on March 20th, 2007 at 11:34 AMstressed with exams next few days... 2moro gotta go immigration early morning to make new passport... expiring.miss you.
Was I so busy today that I seemed unable to reach out to some who needs me? I have this feeling that I am ceasing to exist in someone's world. It was such a queer feel that I don't think the sentiments will ever be the same again. Totally pseudo . But me just simply possess the knowledge of the art of detachment. My will power can sometimes be scary to others, if I exercise fully. I told myself this : You only live once - but if you work it right, once is enough."
Hound
Comment posted on March 22nd, 2007 at 05:37 AMEveryone yearns for that spiritual strength and power.. I wish I had them all! Think what I needed right now is a great deal of distractions.. I NEED A MAN!! Well, not for sexual purposes but haha.. someone to fill up the remaining 10% my empty heart (50% with Jay; 10% work; 10% friends; 10% family; 10% my precious doggies!). Quote from Everyday Wisdom : "Being bored is a choice. There's no such thing as boredom in this world". So ger, you created your own "sianzzzz".. wahaha!! Luv ya all gals! Jiayou!
Darkwitch
Comment posted on March 21st, 2007 at 09:52 PMgal, things are moving for me...thats good. initiative from his side yesterday but yeah am kinda busy w workings so didnt reply...was a pleasant surprise anyhow, thanks for everything!kiss kiss everywhere, oops, somewhere...lol. dinner was good fun with my "sisters" last nite...like it.
Had a good time with my gang. Talking about workingz & spiritual power. Again, I have this yearning of power. Just simply have to tapped into it. Hazel was talking about getting a new guy. Life's getting boring, I guessed. Haha! Happened to hear from Chloe. Hope everything's gonna be ok for her. Spent a part 2 with this sweet friend of mine. Just a chalice of wine is enough to close my day off on a sweet note.
Was told that Devil's Bar is closing. Haiz... there goes my $388. Hehe. So, are we making this "solemn" expedition? Anyway, it's gym day tomorrow. My cute instructor should be there waiting for me. So time - 8.30 - 9pm if going. So Mote It Be!
NB : Too tired le. Will provide extra teachings on the enthics of The Workingz tomorrow. Sorry. No disappointment, I promise.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS oF WiSdOm :
"You gain strength, courage & confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look at fear in the face... You must do the thing you cannot do."
Comment posted on March 22nd, 2007 at 05:37 AMEveryone yearns for that spiritual strength and power.. I wish I had them all! Think what I needed right now is a great deal of distractions.. I NEED A MAN!! Well, not for sexual purposes but haha.. someone to fill up the remaining 10% my empty heart (50% with Jay; 10% work; 10% friends; 10% family; 10% my precious doggies!). Quote from Everyday Wisdom : "Being bored is a choice. There's no such thing as boredom in this world". So ger, you created your own "sianzzzz".. wahaha!! Luv ya all gals! Jiayou!
Darkwitch
Comment posted on March 21st, 2007 at 09:52 PMgal, things are moving for me...thats good. initiative from his side yesterday but yeah am kinda busy w workings so didnt reply...was a pleasant surprise anyhow, thanks for everything!kiss kiss everywhere, oops, somewhere...lol. dinner was good fun with my "sisters" last nite...like it.
Had a good time with my gang. Talking about workingz & spiritual power. Again, I have this yearning of power. Just simply have to tapped into it. Hazel was talking about getting a new guy. Life's getting boring, I guessed. Haha! Happened to hear from Chloe. Hope everything's gonna be ok for her. Spent a part 2 with this sweet friend of mine. Just a chalice of wine is enough to close my day off on a sweet note.
Was told that Devil's Bar is closing. Haiz... there goes my $388. Hehe. So, are we making this "solemn" expedition? Anyway, it's gym day tomorrow. My cute instructor should be there waiting for me. So time - 8.30 - 9pm if going. So Mote It Be!
NB : Too tired le. Will provide extra teachings on the enthics of The Workingz tomorrow. Sorry. No disappointment, I promise.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS oF WiSdOm :
"You gain strength, courage & confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look at fear in the face... You must do the thing you cannot do."
Welcome back, Joyce...
Wow! What a long holiday. Must be both tiring & fun. Remind me of how much I yearn for my long break. Haiz... Work, work & more work. Neck breaking... Find a chance we should all go on one, be it long or short. Longing to meet... :)
posted on March 21st, 2007 at 11:15 AMhihi.. posted a reply on my blog esp to you... go check it out.. luv ya.. nitez.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSDoM :
"Perfectionism is the voice of the oppressor, the enemy of the people. It will keep you cramped & insane your whole life."
Had a fun time tonite. Yet, my heart feels the heaviness of disappointment. I have really made the effort. I thus now rest my concern. Won't be giving thoughts & care again. When one just happened to run me off my zeal, that's it. More than 3 strikes. It's a sure go.
I think I will be putting up my time for my spiritual growth. Thank God, I can safely say that I felt the strength. Detachment really works well for me. Can't say more. This my path, my life. Probably will travel on it alone. But there's no fear in my heart, just peace. Nites my friends. May life be good for all of you. :)
DaRkAnGeL's woRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Where there is great love, there are always miracles."
I think I will be putting up my time for my spiritual growth. Thank God, I can safely say that I felt the strength. Detachment really works well for me. Can't say more. This my path, my life. Probably will travel on it alone. But there's no fear in my heart, just peace. Nites my friends. May life be good for all of you. :)
DaRkAnGeL's woRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Where there is great love, there are always miracles."
Time really flies. Another Friday. Thought of going to Power House. But... thought of the happening last week. Haiz... Today, I make sure I have taken a complete full meal, though didn't finish. Hee hee! So, should able to walk out of Power House upright. Haha.
Yuki has workingz. May join us. Sorry Ash, my gals asked me 1st.
Spellbound is moving over to Peninsula Shopping Center. So, we will be closed for the next 2 days. Please visit us there. Lucky there's David, my dear partner & his beloved Bangalas to help with the painting & moving. Praise the Lord!
My girls are congregating here again. Got to go get ready. So much for this time. Muacks!
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"To affect the quality of the day, that is the highest of arts."
Yuki has workingz. May join us. Sorry Ash, my gals asked me 1st.
Spellbound is moving over to Peninsula Shopping Center. So, we will be closed for the next 2 days. Please visit us there. Lucky there's David, my dear partner & his beloved Bangalas to help with the painting & moving. Praise the Lord!
My girls are congregating here again. Got to go get ready. So much for this time. Muacks!
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"To affect the quality of the day, that is the highest of arts."
posted on March 26th, 2007 at 10:18 AMGer, jiayou... everyone was yearning to read your updates.. btw.. thanks for having me at the shop today.. at least for once.. I felt myself being "useful".. luv ya! muacks..
Nomi
Comment posted on March 25th, 2007 at 08:45 PMGer! I have been coming in to check on your updates.. haizz.. disappointed.. Have a good day at the salon...it's renovation day! wahahaha.. muacks! =P
Ash
Comment posted on March 25th, 2007 at 10:42 AMMiss You Baby!
Darkwitch
Comment posted on March 24th, 2007 at 10:01 PMHey babes, Yesterday was a blast, real fun!LETS DO IT AGAIN...
PinKsNowEnLy
Comment posted on March 24th, 2007 at 05:44 AMHihi .. Happening at Powerhouse ... hee hee .. sad to say I have not yet been to there .. due to tight schedule .. :(If I happen to be there, I will sure look out for you .. Cheers!!I will be visiting you soon over to your new place .. probably next week .. you will be at your new place right??I will sms you again on the day .. maybe wed .. I added you in msn ... cheeros!!!
Nomi
Comment posted on March 25th, 2007 at 08:45 PMGer! I have been coming in to check on your updates.. haizz.. disappointed.. Have a good day at the salon...it's renovation day! wahahaha.. muacks! =P
Ash
Comment posted on March 25th, 2007 at 10:42 AMMiss You Baby!
Darkwitch
Comment posted on March 24th, 2007 at 10:01 PMHey babes, Yesterday was a blast, real fun!LETS DO IT AGAIN...
PinKsNowEnLy
Comment posted on March 24th, 2007 at 05:44 AMHihi .. Happening at Powerhouse ... hee hee .. sad to say I have not yet been to there .. due to tight schedule .. :(If I happen to be there, I will sure look out for you .. Cheers!!I will be visiting you soon over to your new place .. probably next week .. you will be at your new place right??I will sms you again on the day .. maybe wed .. I added you in msn ... cheeros!!!
Nomi
Comment posted on March 24th, 2007 at 12:50 AMDoc's appt was a total disappointment.. It was so screwed up coz it's NOT PAINFUL AT ALL!!! when the jab was done.. I complaint that it wasn't painful (not as I've expected) then he told me that he should have used the thicker needle! WTF! I thought he knows my "needs"!! haizz... greatest disppointment for the day is this le..
Darkwitch
Comment posted on March 23rd, 2007 at 11:14 PMhey babes, am leaving on 16 May on TG410, TERMINAL 1 at 20:40 Sin to Stockholm, so if u wanna send me off...lol just to let u know 12am Sin=5pm in stockholm, stockholm is 7 hours behind Sin...3pm Sin= 9am Stockholm, at times maybe 8am...depends on daylight.
Nomi
Comment posted on March 23rd, 2007 at 06:48 PMHihi.. sorry gals I may not be able to go atticca tonight... my "balls" are popping out... haizz... repair work has to be done real quick before they got worst.. I don't wana go party in specs.. NO WAY! No one will ever pick me up coz I will be looking very nerdy and "unglam" in glasses! I'll be missing out on the fun I know.. but.. haizz.. Just too bad.. P/S visit my blog for details on the "balls".. Muacks!
Darkwitch
Comment posted on March 23rd, 2007 at 11:25 PM in reply to NomiWAHA, this one, u never make it to clubbing w me one, sad already! poppy eyes...kiss kiss
Ash
Comment posted on March 23rd, 2007 at 11:37 AMwow! Late nite partying huh? I go St James find you. Need you to comment a paper I have. My contract. See ya!
It was a most eventful week and finally, it's coming to weekend soon. Last Sat at Attica was really fun! Just we gals. Haha! Got so many free drinks some more. Thanks to Brent, the friendly Aussie guy we met.Really sweet & kind. (I told you we Australians are friendly). So, here we go again this coming Friday... To The Power House! Great to say DarkDemon & Alson will be joining us too.
It seems to me I had really neglected some of my friends. Especially to someone who is going through rough patches of relationship or career problems. Don't give up just yet. The enlightened path will get clearer. :)
Today was a hyper worked out night. My personal Trainer Chris almost "tortured" me to death. Haha! He asked me about my favorite flowers & I told him that it'll be strictly tulips from Holland specifically. (For my wreath) Nonetheless, it was a nice evening & "exciting" dinner & the chat we had, closed my nite on a real sweet note. Yes, my dear Darhhound was mentioning the great power of meditation. I can't agree more. Way to go DarkStar! I hope you gals will start restoring serenity to your daily endeavours.
"God give us the grace to accept with serenity the things that cannot be changed; Courage to change the things that should be changed; And the wisdom to distinguish the one from the other."
I have a real heavy heart when I thought of writing this. To some friends I used to know, & now I wonder if I still do. To live fully, outwardly & inwardly & most important spiritually is not to ignore the external reality but to love with the inner most part of your heart & not waste our lives away with just mundane matters. It is really of utmost importance to connect to the Divine internet & not stray far from our path.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS oF WiSdOm :
"The body must be nourished, physically, emotionally & spiritually. We are spiritually starved in this world - not underfed but undernourished.One sad thing about this world is that the acts that take the most out of you are usually the ones that other people will never come to know about."
It seems to me I had really neglected some of my friends. Especially to someone who is going through rough patches of relationship or career problems. Don't give up just yet. The enlightened path will get clearer. :)
Today was a hyper worked out night. My personal Trainer Chris almost "tortured" me to death. Haha! He asked me about my favorite flowers & I told him that it'll be strictly tulips from Holland specifically. (For my wreath) Nonetheless, it was a nice evening & "exciting" dinner & the chat we had, closed my nite on a real sweet note. Yes, my dear Darhhound was mentioning the great power of meditation. I can't agree more. Way to go DarkStar! I hope you gals will start restoring serenity to your daily endeavours.
"God give us the grace to accept with serenity the things that cannot be changed; Courage to change the things that should be changed; And the wisdom to distinguish the one from the other."
I have a real heavy heart when I thought of writing this. To some friends I used to know, & now I wonder if I still do. To live fully, outwardly & inwardly & most important spiritually is not to ignore the external reality but to love with the inner most part of your heart & not waste our lives away with just mundane matters. It is really of utmost importance to connect to the Divine internet & not stray far from our path.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS oF WiSdOm :
"The body must be nourished, physically, emotionally & spiritually. We are spiritually starved in this world - not underfed but undernourished.One sad thing about this world is that the acts that take the most out of you are usually the ones that other people will never come to know about."
March 2007 01:23 PM
Hey! Jus came in to check on you... you are finally up! YOU GO GAL!... on the phone with star.. sharing about her dramatic exp.. wahaha... gives me the creeps man.. well.. I'm still trying to get over the cheezy taste in my mouth whenever I burp.. euuu... now I felt like having maggi le... hungry again.. haiz..PMSing big time!! GOD I FAT LE!! wahaha.. looking forward to St James... Girl Power! Luv ya.. =)
Ash
Comment posted on March 28th, 2007 at 01:17 PMHi Baby! Jus saw your blog. Wondering when you are going to start after missing out these few days. Turned me into some kind of "fan". Really impressed by your words of wisdom. Do take care & stay great! You are always on my mind. Btw, me will be flying off to San Francisco for a meeting end April. Meet up one of these days ok? :)
Ash
Comment posted on March 28th, 2007 at 01:17 PMHi Baby! Jus saw your blog. Wondering when you are going to start after missing out these few days. Turned me into some kind of "fan". Really impressed by your words of wisdom. Do take care & stay great! You are always on my mind. Btw, me will be flying off to San Francisco for a meeting end April. Meet up one of these days ok? :)
It was a mad & busy week. Glad that the God has not let me down with the constant spiritual support. Felt exhausting still... both mentally & physically. But still I completed this feat of trial. Unfortunately, can't seem to put the contact lens into action. Haiz...
It was jus yesterday that I met a friend I had not seen for months. At first when he approached, I literally did not recognised him. He was in bad shape, dishevelled & lost. I was appalled! Chatted with him & realised that he was facing a life crisis. Before he confided in me, I knew something was seriously wrong. My heart winced with pain as he related his chronological table of events happening to him. Just hope God will watch over him, guide & show him the right way.
A friend who came to know about this commented about this friend's egoistic personality and told me that I shouldn't care, but... how to not. Sigh... confused. Nonrtheless, I am glad I can be of help & lend a listening ear.
I couldn't say more to all those who have walk through time with me. Staying in Singapore is really not as tough as it seems. Not to mentioned since I have always been on my own for so long. Nothing more I will like to ask for. We all have Angels guiding us... They look after us. They heal & protect us from discernments. Touch us , comfort us with invisible warm hands. We probably are angels to many of our loved ones, friends. What will bring about their help? Asking . Giving thanks & be appreciative.
Once a friend told me this. I am not just a human being trying to be spiritual, but a wonderful spiritual being trying to be human. I guess I have to try thinking and understand people from their point of view. Felt really blessed to be able to reach out though.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS oF WiSDoM :
"Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. To keep our faces towards change & behave like free spirits in the presence of fate is strength & undefeatable."
It was jus yesterday that I met a friend I had not seen for months. At first when he approached, I literally did not recognised him. He was in bad shape, dishevelled & lost. I was appalled! Chatted with him & realised that he was facing a life crisis. Before he confided in me, I knew something was seriously wrong. My heart winced with pain as he related his chronological table of events happening to him. Just hope God will watch over him, guide & show him the right way.
A friend who came to know about this commented about this friend's egoistic personality and told me that I shouldn't care, but... how to not. Sigh... confused. Nonrtheless, I am glad I can be of help & lend a listening ear.
I couldn't say more to all those who have walk through time with me. Staying in Singapore is really not as tough as it seems. Not to mentioned since I have always been on my own for so long. Nothing more I will like to ask for. We all have Angels guiding us... They look after us. They heal & protect us from discernments. Touch us , comfort us with invisible warm hands. We probably are angels to many of our loved ones, friends. What will bring about their help? Asking . Giving thanks & be appreciative.
Once a friend told me this. I am not just a human being trying to be spiritual, but a wonderful spiritual being trying to be human. I guess I have to try thinking and understand people from their point of view. Felt really blessed to be able to reach out though.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS oF WiSDoM :
"Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. To keep our faces towards change & behave like free spirits in the presence of fate is strength & undefeatable."
posted on April 3rd, 2007 at 12:03 AM
Having gone through your blog after a long wait makes me realise that you are having such a heavy load on your back.. you are trying hard to understand and lend others a helping hand.. on the other hand I felt so sorie that I can't care enough.. At most times people jus get too engross with their own emotions and too overwhelmed by the ups and downs of life that they "forgot" to try to be considerate towards others. people tend to take advantage of the those who care and ask for more attention each time. I owe you an apology for being such a bug for the past week.. Could have been more considerate and understanding.. Luv ya..
Happened to rummage through my drawers & found some of my earliest "literature". This was created years ago when I was primary 3. Seems like it begins to dawn on me that I am now encase in a similar scenario as it. If it interests you let me know & I will gladly post out my explanation. Haha! Check it out & enjoy. No copyright rules.
My Poem : The Wonderful Me
On one side of the hills
On the other the sea
On the beach in the middle,
There's the wonderful me.
I am made out of sticks
I am made out of salt
And whatever might happen
It isn’t my fault.
I am made out of seaweed
I am made out of stones
And my heart is a bird
In a cage of white bones.
I am made out of froth
I am made out of foam
I am spinning the world
So I daren’t go home
Or else like a penny
Or else like a top
The world will spin slower
And slower & stop.
On the beach in the middle
There’s the wonderful me
On one side the hills
On the other the sea.
My Poem : The Wonderful Me
On one side of the hills
On the other the sea
On the beach in the middle,
There's the wonderful me.
I am made out of sticks
I am made out of salt
And whatever might happen
It isn’t my fault.
I am made out of seaweed
I am made out of stones
And my heart is a bird
In a cage of white bones.
I am made out of froth
I am made out of foam
I am spinning the world
So I daren’t go home
Or else like a penny
Or else like a top
The world will spin slower
And slower & stop.
On the beach in the middle
There’s the wonderful me
On one side the hills
On the other the sea.
posted on April 2nd, 2007 at 08:48 PMHey .. sound interested .. what is your explaination ... :-)
Nomi
Comment posted on April 3rd, 2007 at 11:06 AM in reply to PinKsNowEnLyhihi... title of the book is "Everyday Wisdom for Success"... unfortunately this is the very last book on the shelf.. you can check with angel if she's bringing in more... personally I love them alot and I enjoy extracting them one by one everyday to put up on my blog jus to share with my friends and loved ones.. hope you like them too.. Cheers, Naomi.
Nomi
Comment posted on April 3rd, 2007 at 11:06 AM in reply to PinKsNowEnLyhihi... title of the book is "Everyday Wisdom for Success"... unfortunately this is the very last book on the shelf.. you can check with angel if she's bringing in more... personally I love them alot and I enjoy extracting them one by one everyday to put up on my blog jus to share with my friends and loved ones.. hope you like them too.. Cheers, Naomi.
The nice feel of appreciation... especially directed to me. Nonetheless, I knew it from my heart that you care. Naomi or my dear Hound, it never crosses my mind that you fail to care. But, maybe not enough for your Angel (hee hee).
My thanks, as well as Knight's, to all those who lend a helping hand. Guess there are more than enough of activities in all's lives, but do give a thought to others who has been around or has once had been. Man's creation is meant not to exist alone, but to experience the beauty of feeling loved, remembered, appreciated & mostly treasured.
I strongly believed I am created to experience, interpret & savour the world of people through our senses - our ability to see, smell, taste, hear, touch & most important for me, intuit. Though being a sentient being with the capability to perceive the world with all its gushing beauty & terror, right on my pulses, most of us journey in a dull trance & asleep to the Mystery of everything about us. Remember, the senses don't just make sense of life in bold or subtle acts of clarity, they tear reality apart into vibrant morsels and resemble them into a meaningful pattern. I can see the pattern well enough, hope it dawns on you too.
My spiritual advice for all my dear friends and loved ones. From now on, I am going to ask you to pause a moment each day with me to marvel at the natural gifts that we have been so richly bestowed unto us. If we had keen vision for all ordinary live forms, it will be like hearing the grass grow and hearing the heart beat of a flying bird. And we should die of the roar which lies on the other side of silence.
For today and everyday, look at the blue sky, hear the trees whispering and grass growing beneath your feet, inhale the scents of nature, let the fruits of earth linger on your tongue, reach out to embrace those you love dearly. Ask the Spirit to awaken your awareness to the sacredness of your sensory perceptions.
Now, many of you asked me many a times, what has my perceptions of the energy dawned on me? Why I am different? Why can I "feel" and be so much of such positive vibes? Actually, I am nothing different. Just that, I am connected. That's all. I have given all out. My elixir of life. :)
To the some who has drifted. Working against me is the last thing you should do. Haha! Don't underestimate the power of God and overestimate yours. My life or yours will not yearn for each attention. For so much that has gone by and experienced, ask yourself if it's the worth that you are looking for. I have nurtured this "feel" since I came to understanding. That if help has been rendered, one will just forget. This also mean it's my time to exit. I have not been wrong on this notion. How disappointing!
DaRkAnGeL'S WoRdS oF WiSdOm :
"Nothing can cure the soul but the senses, just as nothing can cure the senses but the soul. Until you make peace with who you are, you will never be contented with what you have."
My thanks, as well as Knight's, to all those who lend a helping hand. Guess there are more than enough of activities in all's lives, but do give a thought to others who has been around or has once had been. Man's creation is meant not to exist alone, but to experience the beauty of feeling loved, remembered, appreciated & mostly treasured.
I strongly believed I am created to experience, interpret & savour the world of people through our senses - our ability to see, smell, taste, hear, touch & most important for me, intuit. Though being a sentient being with the capability to perceive the world with all its gushing beauty & terror, right on my pulses, most of us journey in a dull trance & asleep to the Mystery of everything about us. Remember, the senses don't just make sense of life in bold or subtle acts of clarity, they tear reality apart into vibrant morsels and resemble them into a meaningful pattern. I can see the pattern well enough, hope it dawns on you too.
My spiritual advice for all my dear friends and loved ones. From now on, I am going to ask you to pause a moment each day with me to marvel at the natural gifts that we have been so richly bestowed unto us. If we had keen vision for all ordinary live forms, it will be like hearing the grass grow and hearing the heart beat of a flying bird. And we should die of the roar which lies on the other side of silence.
For today and everyday, look at the blue sky, hear the trees whispering and grass growing beneath your feet, inhale the scents of nature, let the fruits of earth linger on your tongue, reach out to embrace those you love dearly. Ask the Spirit to awaken your awareness to the sacredness of your sensory perceptions.
Now, many of you asked me many a times, what has my perceptions of the energy dawned on me? Why I am different? Why can I "feel" and be so much of such positive vibes? Actually, I am nothing different. Just that, I am connected. That's all. I have given all out. My elixir of life. :)
To the some who has drifted. Working against me is the last thing you should do. Haha! Don't underestimate the power of God and overestimate yours. My life or yours will not yearn for each attention. For so much that has gone by and experienced, ask yourself if it's the worth that you are looking for. I have nurtured this "feel" since I came to understanding. That if help has been rendered, one will just forget. This also mean it's my time to exit. I have not been wrong on this notion. How disappointing!
DaRkAnGeL'S WoRdS oF WiSdOm :
"Nothing can cure the soul but the senses, just as nothing can cure the senses but the soul. Until you make peace with who you are, you will never be contented with what you have."
posted on April 3rd, 2007 at 01:08 PM
hihi... I've decided to stop my private blog.. reason being.. I'm not wanting to allow chances that leads to failure.. I've been working real hard and I'm finally seeing good results and responses coming from everywhere... I can't afford to lose it anymore.. will be coming in to blog here.. any exchange of ideas will all be done here... I'm anxiously looking forward and readily awaiting for things to flow smoothly.. Trying to focus and stay positive.. I pray to God that things ain't the way I thought it was right now.. Freaking out*
The little poem from my little hands of a 9 year old little angel (dark de).
1st stanza : Me feel really wonderful to be bestowed with a gift. But I felt really alone and has been feeling such since then. Even now. I won't feel lonely though since I am always working with nature - the hills and the sea.
2nd stanza : Me just like any little kids. Innocent and always bored. Wanting more out of my little world but still not getting enough. Just all I can get my hands on are simple stuffs like sticks and salt. But that's what I often come in contact with. If you know what I mean - the Earth.
3rd stanza : Seems like the is so much to see and involved myself in, being so much part of the natural order. But all the same I am just a simple little girl who feels like all others but don't seemed to be able to be set free like all.
4th stanza : I am always spinning out "you know what". Afraid of the results and yet filled with eagerness to discover. But yet I often feel the "power" of possibility which I kept tempting with new experiences. It gave me such an experience of feel of self importance. Like as if I am spiining the world. Without me, the world will come to a stop. As if people's life got all messed up because I am not there. (Hee hee)
5th stanza : Some will traesure me while some will see me as nothing, isolated or embraced. But if angered, I may decide to stop. That means the world will stop revolving if I decided to stop spinning it.
6th stanza : Just the same as the 1st, I am reminding people that I am great, Angela the Almighty!
Just a note of humor. Please pardon my haughtiness. Just about a girl who seems to have a different childhood, who grew up in a very different world. I have not been much sociable and my kiddy world has only my own existence. I literally grew up with no friends. I just don't know how to handle one. Sad right? :) Till this very day, I have to say God has been kind. I have many friends though few closed ones. But these few, is good enough.
LiTTLe DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSDoM :
"A little part of the world has been dedicated to my existence. A little space meant for me. I have no regrets. Just that, if my time is up, if by God's will & grace that I should ceased to give. I will like to see and leave this world a little better than when I had found it." - My little wish since I was five."
1st stanza : Me feel really wonderful to be bestowed with a gift. But I felt really alone and has been feeling such since then. Even now. I won't feel lonely though since I am always working with nature - the hills and the sea.
2nd stanza : Me just like any little kids. Innocent and always bored. Wanting more out of my little world but still not getting enough. Just all I can get my hands on are simple stuffs like sticks and salt. But that's what I often come in contact with. If you know what I mean - the Earth.
3rd stanza : Seems like the is so much to see and involved myself in, being so much part of the natural order. But all the same I am just a simple little girl who feels like all others but don't seemed to be able to be set free like all.
4th stanza : I am always spinning out "you know what". Afraid of the results and yet filled with eagerness to discover. But yet I often feel the "power" of possibility which I kept tempting with new experiences. It gave me such an experience of feel of self importance. Like as if I am spiining the world. Without me, the world will come to a stop. As if people's life got all messed up because I am not there. (Hee hee)
5th stanza : Some will traesure me while some will see me as nothing, isolated or embraced. But if angered, I may decide to stop. That means the world will stop revolving if I decided to stop spinning it.
6th stanza : Just the same as the 1st, I am reminding people that I am great, Angela the Almighty!
Just a note of humor. Please pardon my haughtiness. Just about a girl who seems to have a different childhood, who grew up in a very different world. I have not been much sociable and my kiddy world has only my own existence. I literally grew up with no friends. I just don't know how to handle one. Sad right? :) Till this very day, I have to say God has been kind. I have many friends though few closed ones. But these few, is good enough.
LiTTLe DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSDoM :
"A little part of the world has been dedicated to my existence. A little space meant for me. I have no regrets. Just that, if my time is up, if by God's will & grace that I should ceased to give. I will like to see and leave this world a little better than when I had found it." - My little wish since I was five."
posted on April 3rd, 2007 at 10:49
PMSuper kiddy but very sweet... your innocence did wonders again... = )
It's Easter Day soon. I pray none will forget it's significance. Went to church today and saw the preparation. It's party on Thursday I guessed. Got a reply from my Aussie friend, Brent met at Attica. Will be great to see you next time. 1st drink will be on me.
See if it would be a date for tomorrow. Give anyone of us a tinker. We will be partying on the eve and church on Friday. Hee hee!
Hound prefers St James. I reckon it's not open. I will check on that. Poor Star needs us too. But, let's see how. Maybe we will go with her for a short while. Make a grand entrance and make out way off to enjoy some other fun. Sure to spoil their nite and (hahaha) not top mention Uncle Aeggie and subject F. Sure KS. But, it's your call, Star.
Nitezzz... everybody. Peace upon all. :)
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm ... AgAiN :
"Concern should drive us into action and not into depression."
See if it would be a date for tomorrow. Give anyone of us a tinker. We will be partying on the eve and church on Friday. Hee hee!
Hound prefers St James. I reckon it's not open. I will check on that. Poor Star needs us too. But, let's see how. Maybe we will go with her for a short while. Make a grand entrance and make out way off to enjoy some other fun. Sure to spoil their nite and (hahaha) not top mention Uncle Aeggie and subject F. Sure KS. But, it's your call, Star.
Nitezzz... everybody. Peace upon all. :)
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm ... AgAiN :
"Concern should drive us into action and not into depression."
PoSiTiViTy... iT WoRkS.
Posted by darkange1 at 03:15 am on April 8th, 2007 in My Quotes, Friends, About Myself.
Posted by darkange1 at 03:15 am on April 8th, 2007 in My Quotes, Friends, About Myself.
Everyone seems to be moving well. Happy that God has answer my prayers. Finally had decided to pick up the personal training program. Fasting really works well for me... Spiritually at least.
To my dear friends... life is just so ironical. Today's wantings may turned out to be tomorrow's regrets. So, live & let live. Saw Hazel at my work place, seems like she is all out to get me. Haha! All are congregating at my work place. Planning for a mass meditation session. Will keep you people informed.
In times like this, we have to learn to perk up. Moods are bad & people get on each other's nerves. But that's not going to get me down. I really thought friendships are never forever. But, somehow when one has been replaced, everything seems pseudo & unreal. It's probably better to stay on one's own. People just won't stay where they are. Sigh...
DaRkAnGeL's WoRds oF WiSdOm :
"I expect to pass through this world but once. Any good or kindness that I can show to my fellow creature, let me do it now, for I shall not pass this way again."
To my dear friends... life is just so ironical. Today's wantings may turned out to be tomorrow's regrets. So, live & let live. Saw Hazel at my work place, seems like she is all out to get me. Haha! All are congregating at my work place. Planning for a mass meditation session. Will keep you people informed.
In times like this, we have to learn to perk up. Moods are bad & people get on each other's nerves. But that's not going to get me down. I really thought friendships are never forever. But, somehow when one has been replaced, everything seems pseudo & unreal. It's probably better to stay on one's own. People just won't stay where they are. Sigh...
DaRkAnGeL's WoRds oF WiSdOm :
"I expect to pass through this world but once. Any good or kindness that I can show to my fellow creature, let me do it now, for I shall not pass this way again."
posted on March 14th, 2007 at 12:12 PM
Angel, thanks for all the guidance throughout my difficult and bad times, it was you who show me great patience and efforts of beliefs and faith that make things come true!
Darkstar
Comment posted on March 14th, 2007 at 11:51 AMThanks for always being there for us whenever we gals need you. I understand that it's kind of tiring & stress for listening to our "continuous" complaints and grumbles.Friends Forever!!!
Shadowz
Comment posted on March 14th, 2007 at 11:35 AMIt's me! Ian. Great work baby. Cheer up! Can count on me. Who has been that daring to get on my angel's nerves?! Guy? Jealous
PennyROyal
Comment posted on March 14th, 2007 at 11:32 AMYoo!! Gals night out is fun! Mos burger and coffee.. Yummy! Wahaha..God has been real good to me. Amen! Wonderful friends around..Ger, Mousy jie and Yuki Girl. Big hugz and thanks for being with this lost soul. =)Monday is the day... I decided to let things go. Total sense of RELIEF! Shopping and cigarattes has become addictive.. Great plans ahead and I needed a holiday rather badly.. Jia You!
Your Name
Comment posted on March 14th, 2007 at 11:24 AMAngel, so sad, no comments about me, regards, Yuki...
Ash
Comment posted on March 14th, 2007 at 11:11 AMMy love for you will never deteriorate. You know that. :)
Wat a fun night at Velvet! With my friends. Oh yes! And Adrian & Cindy too. Thanks to Adrian for the drinks and great company of Cindy. Though you almost pull my tube off, but it was altogether a combination of fun and laughter. Should do it more often. I mean hanging out, not pulling my clothes off. Haha!
Just gotten to know great results from the workingz of Hound. well, great work pays off. You boy will be greatful to you one day for the ever tedious workingz you have slogged through. Star, don't be discouraged by both Hound & Witch's results. You are not far. I just can feel it. The Wheel Of Fortune, remember. :) Anyway, Witch is leaving for Sweden to be with her dear boy. Maybe we should think of some sort of farewell party for her. Or a gals' party of some kind or both. Should be fun!
Amidst all these activities, I can't denied I am missing someone. Don't wish to lose a friend but it needs two to clap. Let's see how deserving are we both to each other.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth - and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up - that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had."
Just gotten to know great results from the workingz of Hound. well, great work pays off. You boy will be greatful to you one day for the ever tedious workingz you have slogged through. Star, don't be discouraged by both Hound & Witch's results. You are not far. I just can feel it. The Wheel Of Fortune, remember. :) Anyway, Witch is leaving for Sweden to be with her dear boy. Maybe we should think of some sort of farewell party for her. Or a gals' party of some kind or both. Should be fun!
Amidst all these activities, I can't denied I am missing someone. Don't wish to lose a friend but it needs two to clap. Let's see how deserving are we both to each other.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth - and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up - that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had."
posted on April 8th, 2007 at 10:19 PM
I had much fun at velvet too.. the company was simply unbelievable... drinks, smoke and heaps of "evil thoughts" makes the nite incredibly fun! wahaha.. too irresistable le... Workingz is good too and yes, GOD IS GREAT!!! my prayers answered.. I ask for blessings upon all my friends who are somehow working hard for the love they yearn for.. Jiayou! Ger, luv you deep deep..
At this turbulent times, so many around me are troubled by relationship problems. Just make me wonder if I am normal or extraordinary. Sigh... Hound & Star, please pull yourselves together. Love is after all - all-forgiving.
I may sound too "High & Mighty" again if I say this. But I have no regrets. I do need as much as everyone does. Maybe people think I am blessed to be given more, but I am still searching & experiencing. Don't give up just yet. Much effort will be needed for new experiences. Not just all about love relationships, but love for Divine, Love for God and Love for all.
Remember, love is the path of least resistance. Divine souls never walk the path of love; they walk the path of wisdom. If you wish to avoid making mistakes, take the path of love. It is given for the weak. Those with Divine strength have no need for love; it is the weak who need it.
To me, my understanding, love can be physical, mechanical or spiritual : these are the three ways in which the law of love transforms the forces in the world. Where love is, where service is, there is paradise, there is bliss, there is God, there is wealth. The difference between human & Divine love is that Divine love compliments everything in human love without changing it. And that is the true love I am in search of. Perk up everybody. :)
DaRkAnGeL'S WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Love is a force that transforms everything and saves you. It comes, real and alive, to sweep away any obstacles. One who attains love enters the realm of reason."
I may sound too "High & Mighty" again if I say this. But I have no regrets. I do need as much as everyone does. Maybe people think I am blessed to be given more, but I am still searching & experiencing. Don't give up just yet. Much effort will be needed for new experiences. Not just all about love relationships, but love for Divine, Love for God and Love for all.
Remember, love is the path of least resistance. Divine souls never walk the path of love; they walk the path of wisdom. If you wish to avoid making mistakes, take the path of love. It is given for the weak. Those with Divine strength have no need for love; it is the weak who need it.
To me, my understanding, love can be physical, mechanical or spiritual : these are the three ways in which the law of love transforms the forces in the world. Where love is, where service is, there is paradise, there is bliss, there is God, there is wealth. The difference between human & Divine love is that Divine love compliments everything in human love without changing it. And that is the true love I am in search of. Perk up everybody. :)
DaRkAnGeL'S WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Love is a force that transforms everything and saves you. It comes, real and alive, to sweep away any obstacles. One who attains love enters the realm of reason."
posted on April 12th, 2007 at 10:52 AM
gonna miss u all too. yeah lets try to have some party... and maybe yeah party to say goodbye too. oh no, maybe might be teary at airport... who knows. kisses
It's the weekend again. Just saw my friend, Jason's msn message. "Live to work or work to live?" Sent my mind whirling about the question. Much I will agree to is "Live & let live". We live because there is a source of happiness to it. Apply love in life to overcome obstacles in both the physical and spiritual world. Living will equate to loving life.
Had a great time at gym. Am really thankful for the nite to turn out well and happy. Tomorrow will be Power House Nite. Gals, our guys will be going too. Call your friends if want. DarkWitch, don't be emo. We love you too much to let you go. But your happiness will be 1st in line. Our blessings will be with you forever. We will meet again.
Anyway, it's not time yet right. So, it's time to catch up together and all the best for your Swedish interview. We will pray for your positive outcome. :) For Hound and Star, I will never fail to pray for the positive changes to happen. My heart winced with pain when I saw Hound. Me infact was so angry. But it's your call. Be kind to yourself and give the right judgment. Let's just hope for the great Divine timing to happen soon enough. Remember, the love that involves fear is not a true love. Love is the only force in the world that knows no fear. A love that is unable to survive any trial in life is not true love.
DaRkAnGeL'S WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Loving those who love you is human. Being benevolent to those who are not benevolent to you is divine. The transcendence of love lies in being loved by all creatures instead of just one. And I am striving toward this goal."
... am I reaching yet? Hee hee
Had a great time at gym. Am really thankful for the nite to turn out well and happy. Tomorrow will be Power House Nite. Gals, our guys will be going too. Call your friends if want. DarkWitch, don't be emo. We love you too much to let you go. But your happiness will be 1st in line. Our blessings will be with you forever. We will meet again.
Anyway, it's not time yet right. So, it's time to catch up together and all the best for your Swedish interview. We will pray for your positive outcome. :) For Hound and Star, I will never fail to pray for the positive changes to happen. My heart winced with pain when I saw Hound. Me infact was so angry. But it's your call. Be kind to yourself and give the right judgment. Let's just hope for the great Divine timing to happen soon enough. Remember, the love that involves fear is not a true love. Love is the only force in the world that knows no fear. A love that is unable to survive any trial in life is not true love.
DaRkAnGeL'S WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Loving those who love you is human. Being benevolent to those who are not benevolent to you is divine. The transcendence of love lies in being loved by all creatures instead of just one. And I am striving toward this goal."
... am I reaching yet? Hee hee
posted on April 15th, 2007 at 12:53 AM
dear beloved angel and white knight, like to thank both of you for your patience, love and guidance... and always being around....got one of the mms from martin last nite after sharon and hazel left my condo and this morning, one of the best news of (Return). lots of love and gratitude for all, just wanna say thanks and lots of kisses my dears...went to 2nd easter mass in my catholic church this morning... feel all great...blessed be for all!
It was years since my last asthma attack. I was really lucky to get through the night as I have no inhaler with me! Luckily I was not time to go meet my maker yet. 3 vodkas and that was the culprit. Arhhhh....!
Gotten to know good news from Star. Was happy for her. Just chatted that I was in no mood to meddle with BGR. Too tedious and time wasting. My time will be great for my work and divine. In any case, me no Goddess Venus, will be quite inappropriate to give much advice. Hee hee! Do more meditation.
Know that Witch is not well. Stay home to rest more. Don't smoke too much. Not good for your condition.
Wisdom words later when I am in my writing mood. :)
Gotten to know good news from Star. Was happy for her. Just chatted that I was in no mood to meddle with BGR. Too tedious and time wasting. My time will be great for my work and divine. In any case, me no Goddess Venus, will be quite inappropriate to give much advice. Hee hee! Do more meditation.
Know that Witch is not well. Stay home to rest more. Don't smoke too much. Not good for your condition.
Wisdom words later when I am in my writing mood. :)
posted on April 22nd, 2007 at 10:11 AM
Well, hope Angel your asthma attack will be swept away too... U need more good rest and drink loads of water, dont see u drinking much water, always tea ...
Darkwitch
Comment posted on April 22nd, 2007 at 10:10 AMAngel my angel teacher, thanks for such nice thoughts of concern and advice. yeah hope pelvic and cervic ache goes away.... must broom them away....hoho
PinKsNowEnLy
Comment posted on April 17th, 2007 at 04:24 AMHey Girl .. Glad that you are fine .. do take care .. Hope to see you soon at your new shop! I am pretty busy lately .. sigh .. life is not really that great now .. struggling to stay positive & motivated .. U take gd gd gd care ... !!
Darkwitch
Comment posted on April 22nd, 2007 at 10:10 AMAngel my angel teacher, thanks for such nice thoughts of concern and advice. yeah hope pelvic and cervic ache goes away.... must broom them away....hoho
PinKsNowEnLy
Comment posted on April 17th, 2007 at 04:24 AMHey Girl .. Glad that you are fine .. do take care .. Hope to see you soon at your new shop! I am pretty busy lately .. sigh .. life is not really that great now .. struggling to stay positive & motivated .. U take gd gd gd care ... !!
Had a great time last night at St James Power House. Nice to have know 3 new friends of Star. Hope we are not too boring. Anyway, dancing all the night through from 10 to 3 was definitely not a simple feat. Hound went through with me all. Great dancing partner!
Well, the nite sort of ended in an ironical note. Both Star & Hound seemed to have take turns to visit the foul mood monster. Really quick temperament. Have to try regain a positive and peaceful astute. That's important. All friends who crosses our path are somewhat important as they formed up and make the journey easier, more interesting. Read somewhere which relates this: "It is good to have an end to journey towards; but it is the journey that matters in the end." Don't wish to see any of such happenings again. Don't just stormed off in frustration. Frustrations are signs of weakness. Rather one should reflect on the importance of solitude.
I used to believe that happiness could only be found after arriving at my heart's destination. Explorers called it true north. For me true north was enough success to ensure that there was plenty of money to control my own creative and unique destiny, to allow me the luxury to pursue my passions, spiritually and intellectually. Now I can almost consider that I have spent far long enoughon the road from Here to There than I have ever imagined.
But more to the point, I have learned that the spirit of our journey is as important, perhaps even more important, than the arrival at our destination. In order for us to realize genuine happiness, we must be willing to court contentment every step of the way. For after all, the journey is really all that most of us will ever know. Day in day out. The journey is real life.
So much about my insight to happiness, I really pray hard that my friends and all that crosses my path to seek not just happiness, but contentment in life.
Great to see Pink perking up. It's definitely fine to work towards improvement.
Had a nice time together. Hope everytime we meet up will be fun and laughter, support and understanding shown to each one another. Witch, hope everything's fine and you can join us the next time. Cheers!
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"When we truly care for ourselves, it becomes possible to care far more profoundly about other people. The more alert and sensitive we are to our own needs, the more loving and generous we can toward others."
Well, the nite sort of ended in an ironical note. Both Star & Hound seemed to have take turns to visit the foul mood monster. Really quick temperament. Have to try regain a positive and peaceful astute. That's important. All friends who crosses our path are somewhat important as they formed up and make the journey easier, more interesting. Read somewhere which relates this: "It is good to have an end to journey towards; but it is the journey that matters in the end." Don't wish to see any of such happenings again. Don't just stormed off in frustration. Frustrations are signs of weakness. Rather one should reflect on the importance of solitude.
I used to believe that happiness could only be found after arriving at my heart's destination. Explorers called it true north. For me true north was enough success to ensure that there was plenty of money to control my own creative and unique destiny, to allow me the luxury to pursue my passions, spiritually and intellectually. Now I can almost consider that I have spent far long enoughon the road from Here to There than I have ever imagined.
But more to the point, I have learned that the spirit of our journey is as important, perhaps even more important, than the arrival at our destination. In order for us to realize genuine happiness, we must be willing to court contentment every step of the way. For after all, the journey is really all that most of us will ever know. Day in day out. The journey is real life.
So much about my insight to happiness, I really pray hard that my friends and all that crosses my path to seek not just happiness, but contentment in life.
Great to see Pink perking up. It's definitely fine to work towards improvement.
Had a nice time together. Hope everytime we meet up will be fun and laughter, support and understanding shown to each one another. Witch, hope everything's fine and you can join us the next time. Cheers!
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"When we truly care for ourselves, it becomes possible to care far more profoundly about other people. The more alert and sensitive we are to our own needs, the more loving and generous we can toward others."
posted on April 23rd, 2007 at 09:53 AM
Hi Baby! Thanks for your help. Let me know when you free for dinner. Missing you already. Great to see you writing much too. Will definitely be there when you publish your book. Stay great!
PinKsNowEnLy
Comment posted on April 23rd, 2007 at 01:52 AMHi gal,I really enjoy reading your blog and also to get some inspirational while reading it! I like the "Darkangel's Words of Wisdom" that you put that really perk me up when I read it.I really feel great after having a reading over your side on Saturday but the thought of leaving the job is strong although I really don't have the intention now.Hope tomorrow the mediation session with you will help me abit!
This is specifically for all who are at cross roads. My daily job of talking and counseling carries with me loads of weight on my shoulders. To an extent that I began to ask myself if I have been doing a good job for these people. To many, possession of the “best” or the intention to get one’s way gets the better of one. Happened to know of people who are at great pains and went through great lengths just to get “there”. But at the end, it’s you who should be getting all the attention. Be kind to yourself and spare a thought to all who loves you. Remember, the best job may not be one that is best for you and the most ideal and wanted partner or lover may not succeed the throne. I went through great efforts of self-assessment after I was suddenly struck with a great loss of a loved one. Dropped from great depth and pulled myself up again. I believe all you can do, if not better, just as well. J
Accepting and blessing our circumstances is a powerful tool for transformation. In fact, this potent combination is a spiritual elixir that can work miracles in our lives.
Acceptance is surrendering to what is : our circumstances, our feelings, our problems, our financial status, our work, our health, our relationships with people and the delay of our dreams. Before we can change anything in our life we have to recognize that this is the way it’s meant to be right now. For me, acceptance has become what I call the long sigh of the soul.
Over the years, I have discovered that much of my struggle to be content despite outside circumstances has arisen when I stubbornly resisted what was actually happening in my life at the present moment. But I have also learned that when I surrender to the reality of a particular situation – when I don’t continued to resist, but accept – a softening in my soul occurs. Suddenly I am able to open up to receive all the goodness and abundance available to me because acceptance brings with it so much relief and release. It is as if the steam of struggle has been allowed to escape from life’s pressure cooker.
When we accept, we relax. Then we change our vibration, our energy pattern. Once again we are able to tap into the boundless positive energy of the Universe. Acceptance also illuminates reality so that we are able to see the next step.
I was often asked how I ever find the positive attitude to almost every helpless situation. I didn’t find it. I possess it. It is not a choice, but life goes on. Just got to hear from Hound and I surely give all the support to your right of choice. But it pains me so to see the literal result of the circumstances. I do understand, but when a situation run out of control, it would not right itself.
To Hound, I wonder you understand what's in my mind thinking what's in store for you. You deserve the love you seek and I am pretty sure he will turn up one day. To Star, my hopes and prayers will be with you towards your pursuit of happiness. It should be a kind and satisfying result for you. As for Witch, much of me hope you will stay. But my authentic self sees your happiness as first priority. Pray for strength and God will look after you. To others - Adrian, Pink, Jacqueline, Joyce and others whom I left out (You know who you are. Need not write all lah) who are having all sorts of upcoming challenges, the wonderful result of sweet success will be yours one day. It shouldn't be long.
Today, let go of the struggle. Allow the healing process of change to begin. Let affinity runs it’s own course. Things will work out just fine.
DaRkAnGeL'S WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Life cannot improve without love, without good acts, without righteous and noble thoughts. Physical love should be a forward to spiritual love. Spiritual love should be a preface to divine love. You should be open to everyone you love. Love is the human soul's connection with God."
Was told that someone or few adore my words of wisdom. Hehe! Here's another one which I came out with at the spur of the moment.
Real Life Begins With Reverence
"Let knowledge grow from more to more
But more of reverence in us dwell;
That mind and soul, according well,
May make one music as before."
Accepting and blessing our circumstances is a powerful tool for transformation. In fact, this potent combination is a spiritual elixir that can work miracles in our lives.
Acceptance is surrendering to what is : our circumstances, our feelings, our problems, our financial status, our work, our health, our relationships with people and the delay of our dreams. Before we can change anything in our life we have to recognize that this is the way it’s meant to be right now. For me, acceptance has become what I call the long sigh of the soul.
Over the years, I have discovered that much of my struggle to be content despite outside circumstances has arisen when I stubbornly resisted what was actually happening in my life at the present moment. But I have also learned that when I surrender to the reality of a particular situation – when I don’t continued to resist, but accept – a softening in my soul occurs. Suddenly I am able to open up to receive all the goodness and abundance available to me because acceptance brings with it so much relief and release. It is as if the steam of struggle has been allowed to escape from life’s pressure cooker.
When we accept, we relax. Then we change our vibration, our energy pattern. Once again we are able to tap into the boundless positive energy of the Universe. Acceptance also illuminates reality so that we are able to see the next step.
I was often asked how I ever find the positive attitude to almost every helpless situation. I didn’t find it. I possess it. It is not a choice, but life goes on. Just got to hear from Hound and I surely give all the support to your right of choice. But it pains me so to see the literal result of the circumstances. I do understand, but when a situation run out of control, it would not right itself.
To Hound, I wonder you understand what's in my mind thinking what's in store for you. You deserve the love you seek and I am pretty sure he will turn up one day. To Star, my hopes and prayers will be with you towards your pursuit of happiness. It should be a kind and satisfying result for you. As for Witch, much of me hope you will stay. But my authentic self sees your happiness as first priority. Pray for strength and God will look after you. To others - Adrian, Pink, Jacqueline, Joyce and others whom I left out (You know who you are. Need not write all lah) who are having all sorts of upcoming challenges, the wonderful result of sweet success will be yours one day. It shouldn't be long.
Today, let go of the struggle. Allow the healing process of change to begin. Let affinity runs it’s own course. Things will work out just fine.
DaRkAnGeL'S WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Life cannot improve without love, without good acts, without righteous and noble thoughts. Physical love should be a forward to spiritual love. Spiritual love should be a preface to divine love. You should be open to everyone you love. Love is the human soul's connection with God."
Was told that someone or few adore my words of wisdom. Hehe! Here's another one which I came out with at the spur of the moment.
Real Life Begins With Reverence
"Let knowledge grow from more to more
But more of reverence in us dwell;
That mind and soul, according well,
May make one music as before."
Creating An Authentic Lifestyle For Yourself & Those You Love
Posted by darkange1 at 04:30 am on April 26th, 2007.
Posted by darkange1 at 04:30 am on April 26th, 2007.
4 am and I am still wide-eyed. It is at such time that really frustrates me. Can’t enter slumberland with my consistent migraine. Just thought some writing may help me relax my mind.
I have a rather unprecedented situation today. Was asked why do I need to push myself so hard. I have no answer. Probably I didn’t even see it as “pushing” at all. I frequented the gym because of my need of release. Something physical will probably test my resilience since the big whole part of my day is mentally challenging. But at the end of that conversation, I realized it is not me who had “pushed” me, but rather the circumstances around me. I have full acceptance and will put up my best to adapt to it. After all, it is an authentic lifestyle that I have developed over my stay in Singapore.
Often read or heard that everyone scrambles for money or power. Indeed, it’s far easier to live an elegant, beautiful life when you are not on a budget. When cash is readily available, you don't have to learn the lessons that delayed gratification teaches us. But having money does not guarantee that we live authentically. Nor does being powerful or being surrounded by beautiful things guarantee a lifetime of happiness. Just as your friends or loved ones won’t be there for you all the time. If you receive heartbreaking news, it’s not more comforting to sob into a “demask” and silk-tasseled cushion.
It was that period of time when I had this terrible down time and began to wean myself away from worldly distractions for several months and withdrew myself into my own depressive world. When this occurred, my authentic self would reassure my conscious self, that I was undergoing a deep inner shift in reality. I was learning to differentiate between my needs and my wants and this powerful lesson had to be mastered before I could move forward. I have to learn what I could live without. Whatever I needed I could budget for, but self-knowledge had to come first.
I have a rather unprecedented situation today. Was asked why do I need to push myself so hard. I have no answer. Probably I didn’t even see it as “pushing” at all. I frequented the gym because of my need of release. Something physical will probably test my resilience since the big whole part of my day is mentally challenging. But at the end of that conversation, I realized it is not me who had “pushed” me, but rather the circumstances around me. I have full acceptance and will put up my best to adapt to it. After all, it is an authentic lifestyle that I have developed over my stay in Singapore.
Often read or heard that everyone scrambles for money or power. Indeed, it’s far easier to live an elegant, beautiful life when you are not on a budget. When cash is readily available, you don't have to learn the lessons that delayed gratification teaches us. But having money does not guarantee that we live authentically. Nor does being powerful or being surrounded by beautiful things guarantee a lifetime of happiness. Just as your friends or loved ones won’t be there for you all the time. If you receive heartbreaking news, it’s not more comforting to sob into a “demask” and silk-tasseled cushion.
It was that period of time when I had this terrible down time and began to wean myself away from worldly distractions for several months and withdrew myself into my own depressive world. When this occurred, my authentic self would reassure my conscious self, that I was undergoing a deep inner shift in reality. I was learning to differentiate between my needs and my wants and this powerful lesson had to be mastered before I could move forward. I have to learn what I could live without. Whatever I needed I could budget for, but self-knowledge had to come first.
When you learn what you can live without, you are able to ask life for the very best because you possess the gift of discernment. You develop patience that enables you to wait gracefully and gratefully until the best arrives because you know it will. You are able to create an authentic life for yourself and those you love because you are able to make conscious choices. For years since I realised this, I have been embarking onto this wonderful journey of self-realization.
Remember, not all things and events are predestined. We all had a choice. To accept or refused. To take one turning down the crossroads to the future or another. Turning away from the world and towards your own happiness is the path of authenticity.
For all the dear and wonderful friends, I can’t help but wonder if all realized what I am hoping you guys to understand. I have full support for your pursuit of happiness. I do have my perks of ups and down. But I lived it up and take it down. My prayers and thoughts are with all, my friends and my loved ones, always.
DaRkAnGeL;s WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Today a new sun rises for me; everything lives, everything is animated, everything seems to speak to me of my passion, everything invites me to cherish it.Learn to get in touch with the silence within yourself and know that everything in this life has a purpose."
Wow! A long wait huh? Well it was a real busy week. Juggling all the tasks was indeed a big effort. Guess it’s time for a well-deserved rest – May Day!
I just happened to remember vividly about a conversation with my pal who had complained about how hard life seems. Things gone hay-wired and people not being nice and worse, blaming the circumstances as being harsh and not being lucky. Sounds like you? Hehe! This doesn’t apply to just isolated individuals. In fact, many are guilty of such laments. Well, I guess everyone must list out their priorities in order to make the best out of our life as well as time. Nonetheless, it takes peace of mind and clarity to recognize and reorder meaningful, personal priorities. Maybe that is why so many of us procrastinate. (So do I) But the more our lives and attention spans are segmented by our careers, family, friends, loved ones and our needs for personal expression, the more we need to identify what is truly important in our lives. In short, we have to start accepting what life has in store for us, our duties as well as responsibilities.
After accepting our present circumstances, no matter what they are, we must learn to bless them. Through gritted teeth if necessary. Usually we don’t know why something has occurred and we won’t until there’s distance to take a backward glance. However, blessing whatever vexes us is the spiritual surrender that can change even troublesome situations for the better. Blessing the circumstances also teaches us to trust. Over the years, my easiest and joyous lessons have been learned through blessing. If you are sick and tired of learning life’s lessons through pain and struggle, blessing your difficulties besides praying for Divine or God’s intervention or help will show you there’s a better way.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Learning the craft of knowing how to open your heart and to turn on your creativity. There's a light inside you. The soul should always stand ajar, ready to welcome the ecstatic experience!"
I just happened to remember vividly about a conversation with my pal who had complained about how hard life seems. Things gone hay-wired and people not being nice and worse, blaming the circumstances as being harsh and not being lucky. Sounds like you? Hehe! This doesn’t apply to just isolated individuals. In fact, many are guilty of such laments. Well, I guess everyone must list out their priorities in order to make the best out of our life as well as time. Nonetheless, it takes peace of mind and clarity to recognize and reorder meaningful, personal priorities. Maybe that is why so many of us procrastinate. (So do I) But the more our lives and attention spans are segmented by our careers, family, friends, loved ones and our needs for personal expression, the more we need to identify what is truly important in our lives. In short, we have to start accepting what life has in store for us, our duties as well as responsibilities.
After accepting our present circumstances, no matter what they are, we must learn to bless them. Through gritted teeth if necessary. Usually we don’t know why something has occurred and we won’t until there’s distance to take a backward glance. However, blessing whatever vexes us is the spiritual surrender that can change even troublesome situations for the better. Blessing the circumstances also teaches us to trust. Over the years, my easiest and joyous lessons have been learned through blessing. If you are sick and tired of learning life’s lessons through pain and struggle, blessing your difficulties besides praying for Divine or God’s intervention or help will show you there’s a better way.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Learning the craft of knowing how to open your heart and to turn on your creativity. There's a light inside you. The soul should always stand ajar, ready to welcome the ecstatic experience!"
Beltane 2nd May
It was a real great time & fun we had together, celebrating Beltane in such manner! Something I always enjoyed. Fun & laughter. Great to have you with us Jacq (Don know how's your name spelt. Hee hee) Anyway, thanks for the puffs and drinks. The next Sabbat will have to grab you in. Thanks to all who joined. Really appreciate the support shown. Thorughly enjoyed your presence.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"To be really great in little things, to be truly noble and heroic in the insipid details of everyday life, is a virtue so rare as to be worthy of canonnization."
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"To be really great in little things, to be truly noble and heroic in the insipid details of everyday life, is a virtue so rare as to be worthy of canonnization."
posted on May 6th, 2007 at 10:22 AM
To my dearest angel, thanks for the patience, support and guidance always! many kisses for appreciation. To my dearest sisters and brothers... you make all good things happen!hugs and kisses for all our joy and laughter.
Had a good Beltane Sabbat celebration with my circle of people. I believed everybody had petitioned for a good conception of either new love, a new career path or even birthing of new powerful you. Whatever it is, I sincerely hope everyone had an enjoyable time. Be patient and positive. I have strong beliefs that all will turn up in just the right “dosage” and at the right time.
Up until now many of us have secretly believe that we had to wait until things calmed down a bit before we started to get our acts together. Tomorrow we’ll begin discovering authentic pleasures. Tomorrow we’ll treat ourselves better. Tomorrow we’ll take the time to enjoy ourselves. Tomorrow when everything calms down. This I can report from the front lines : life never calms down long enough for us to wait until tomorrow to start living the lives we deserve. Life is always movement, always change, always unforeseen circumstances. There will always something trying to grab your attention. Let’s just acknowledge that as far as life is concerned, we are only one step away from dealing with dysfunction.
So, we can stop waiting for life to become perfect and start working with what we have got to make it as satisfying as we can. Procrastination has robbed us too many precious opportunities. Think of one thing that will give you a genuine moment of pleasure today and act on it. The first steps in the journey are always the most difficult to take. “Life begets life. Energy creates energy.”
Happened to know these few friends of mine going through rough patches of either self-examination or self-discovery. Won’t deny many will tend to put the blame on others. But most important it’s still acceptance and always learning to move on. Life often gets better when practicality is realized. Be it for love or money, we shall comprehend the simple fact that abundance and lack are parallel realities. None of us can be expected to perform every minute of our lives. But most if not all of us can tap into the power, excitement and glory of “real life” more frequently if we cast ourselves as the leaders in our own lives.
DarKAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Each time you experience the new, you become receptive to inspiration. Each time you try something different, you let the Universe know you are listening, you let the Universe know you are listening. Trust your instincts. Believe your yearnings are blessings. Respect your creative urges. If you are willing to step out in faith and take a leap in the dark, you will discover that your choices are as authentic as you are. What is more, you will discover that your life is all it was meant to be: a joyous sonnet of thanksgiving."
Up until now many of us have secretly believe that we had to wait until things calmed down a bit before we started to get our acts together. Tomorrow we’ll begin discovering authentic pleasures. Tomorrow we’ll treat ourselves better. Tomorrow we’ll take the time to enjoy ourselves. Tomorrow when everything calms down. This I can report from the front lines : life never calms down long enough for us to wait until tomorrow to start living the lives we deserve. Life is always movement, always change, always unforeseen circumstances. There will always something trying to grab your attention. Let’s just acknowledge that as far as life is concerned, we are only one step away from dealing with dysfunction.
So, we can stop waiting for life to become perfect and start working with what we have got to make it as satisfying as we can. Procrastination has robbed us too many precious opportunities. Think of one thing that will give you a genuine moment of pleasure today and act on it. The first steps in the journey are always the most difficult to take. “Life begets life. Energy creates energy.”
Happened to know these few friends of mine going through rough patches of either self-examination or self-discovery. Won’t deny many will tend to put the blame on others. But most important it’s still acceptance and always learning to move on. Life often gets better when practicality is realized. Be it for love or money, we shall comprehend the simple fact that abundance and lack are parallel realities. None of us can be expected to perform every minute of our lives. But most if not all of us can tap into the power, excitement and glory of “real life” more frequently if we cast ourselves as the leaders in our own lives.
DarKAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Each time you experience the new, you become receptive to inspiration. Each time you try something different, you let the Universe know you are listening, you let the Universe know you are listening. Trust your instincts. Believe your yearnings are blessings. Respect your creative urges. If you are willing to step out in faith and take a leap in the dark, you will discover that your choices are as authentic as you are. What is more, you will discover that your life is all it was meant to be: a joyous sonnet of thanksgiving."
It is at this hour that my mobile phone is still vibrating without mercy. Don't misunderstood, I am not complaining, but just worry. That life is actually rather hard, on my clients and friends. Seems like fear and worry has seeped in and everyone is trying their means to make rectifications to the mistakes or reflecting on the negative part of the day's happenings.
Detached and let go. May not sound easy but it is actually possible. Just do it and meditate on the intention. You need breathing space to allow your heart to ponder what is precious and what are your priorities. Or perhaps you can let your imagination soar to the twilight where dreams first dwell.
Most days after my “inner excursion” is over, it appears as if nothing has happened that has dramatically changed my life. I simply has just spent an hour or more being alone. I am not aware of my new insights just yet and same to the inspiration or guidance. But often I am able to bring the larger picture into sharper focus. You will too.
This much I know: if you go deep enough, something good is bound to come back to you. Very often glimmers of the inspiration I desire or the insights I need will come in later soon. But whether or not revelations have been part of my morning, each day offers its own gift.t gives me all I can have - Positive attitude and the power of possibilities.
DaRkAnGeL'S WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Seeing into the life of things is what engages us at this point in the transformative process. From deep within therecomes a longing to give up the path of struggle as a way to learn life's lessons. Finally we are ready to embrace the path of joy."
"Seeing into the life of things is what engages us at this point in the transformative process. From deep within therecomes a longing to give up the path of struggle as a way to learn life's lessons. Finally we are ready to embrace the path of joy."
What an eventful week. Will be blogging with a wee bit lesser consistancy for this week. Computer sent for upgrade so, bear with me for this time. Lap top rather slow with the bloody 3G card. Hee hee. Going for Robinson Sale today. Yeah! Good distraction. Was toggling between Dopod 838 or 810. Grassy suggested 810. To yield or not to yield. Hmmm....
Has a not so expected evening yesterday. It's just so unpredictable. The world may be rather cruel sometimes, but it's the people who make make it worse. Nonetheless, it is of utmost important for one not to create one's happiness out of another misery or weakness and neither must one make another suffer at the expense of their own frustrations or wrong doings. Exasperating!
Has a not so expected evening yesterday. It's just so unpredictable. The world may be rather cruel sometimes, but it's the people who make make it worse. Nonetheless, it is of utmost important for one not to create one's happiness out of another misery or weakness and neither must one make another suffer at the expense of their own frustrations or wrong doings. Exasperating!
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSDoM :
Perfectionism is the voice of the oppressor, the enemy of the people. It will keep you cramped & insane your whole life."
Had an eventful week. Had fun with Adrian at Long Bar & Zouk. But was rather tired after that. Dinner was good with my gals. Went for eyebrow tattoo on last Friday. Not too bad, was told. Knew there was unwelcoming news and disappointing happenings with Hound & Star. Guess life’s never been a peaceful creation in the 1st place. People and occurrences are hard to control. Once the roller-coaster is set to action, there will be no stopping. Do everything with genuine contemplation.
Just finished with all the array of arrangements, PTC & affidavits, mediations & negotiations. Whew! Relief. Seeing my clients going through all such unhappiness is really a heart-wrenching affair. For me, I often think that many women today feel a sadness we cannot name. Though we accomplish much of what we set out to do, there’s a sense that something is missing in our lives and fruitlessly search “out there” for the answers. What’s often wrong is that we are disconnected from an authentic self of sense.
Just relax & chill. Carve out a quiet interlude for yourself in which to dream. Only dreams give to change. Ask yourself, what are your hopes for the future as you reflect on the years that have passed? Gradually, as you become curator of your own contentment, you’ll learn to embrace the gentle yearnings of your heart. Will be hanging out with my Aussie friend, Paul at Equinox New Asia Bar. Cheers!
DaRkAnGeL'S WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"The true sourse of cheerfulness is benevolence. The soul that perpectually overflows with kindness and sympathy will always be cheerful. Happiness will never come if it's a goal in itself; Happiness is a by product of a commitment of worthy causes."
Just finished with all the array of arrangements, PTC & affidavits, mediations & negotiations. Whew! Relief. Seeing my clients going through all such unhappiness is really a heart-wrenching affair. For me, I often think that many women today feel a sadness we cannot name. Though we accomplish much of what we set out to do, there’s a sense that something is missing in our lives and fruitlessly search “out there” for the answers. What’s often wrong is that we are disconnected from an authentic self of sense.
Just relax & chill. Carve out a quiet interlude for yourself in which to dream. Only dreams give to change. Ask yourself, what are your hopes for the future as you reflect on the years that have passed? Gradually, as you become curator of your own contentment, you’ll learn to embrace the gentle yearnings of your heart. Will be hanging out with my Aussie friend, Paul at Equinox New Asia Bar. Cheers!
DaRkAnGeL'S WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"The true sourse of cheerfulness is benevolence. The soul that perpectually overflows with kindness and sympathy will always be cheerful. Happiness will never come if it's a goal in itself; Happiness is a by product of a commitment of worthy causes."
Never know that one can spends so much. Just had tattoo, shop alot, and I really mean alot. One time shopping with 4 pairs of new shoes, abt 3 dozens pairs of lingeries, a dozen more sets of bikinis, skin care, new camcorder, computer upgrades.... the list just keeps getting longer.
Again, when will the stopping happens. Need to get my hair done next week. Hmm... was thinking of getting a new digital camera, Hee hee. Guess I leave it out 1st. Hang out with the gals. Had fun.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Intuition is a spiritual facultty, and does not explain, but simply points the way."
Again, when will the stopping happens. Need to get my hair done next week. Hmm... was thinking of getting a new digital camera, Hee hee. Guess I leave it out 1st. Hang out with the gals. Had fun.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Intuition is a spiritual facultty, and does not explain, but simply points the way."
Have a pleasant evening of exchange with a dear friend of mine. I happened to reveal my intention to leave the country for good. He seemed surprised. I wouldn't say he is upset or happy but just a look of "as if I don't know" registered on his face. But he seemed confident that I will not be away for long and I will be back. Seriously, I don't know.
Often I felt trapped in a viscious cycle. I don't want to focus on lack because I know the more I focused on lack, the more depressed I will become. I realised one will recover from pains and losts, but will that be at the expense of others? As I hear his story, at that moment, I acknowledge the deep longing in my heart. What I hungered for was an inner peace that the world, and all around me could not take away. I realised that it's alright to be alone. My search for a spiritual companion ends today.
This is for you, if you know that : Many including you believe simplicity implies doing without. On the contrary. True simplicity as a conscious life choice illuminates our lives from within. True simplicity is both buoyant and bountiful, able to liberate depressed spirits from bondage and burden of extravaganceand excess. True simplicity can elevate ordinary moments, dreary lives, from the mundane to the transcendent.
Trust that through the balm of simplicity your frazzled and weary soul can discover the place where you ought to be. Everyday offers us simple gifts when we are willing to search our hearts for the place that's right for each of us.
With all that spins the intricate web of my experiences with people, I am still rather gratified with all I know, with all I achieved and for all I have learned.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Gratitude unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we have into enough and more. It turns denial into acceptance, chaos to order, confusion to clarity. Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today and creates a vision tomorrow."
Often I felt trapped in a viscious cycle. I don't want to focus on lack because I know the more I focused on lack, the more depressed I will become. I realised one will recover from pains and losts, but will that be at the expense of others? As I hear his story, at that moment, I acknowledge the deep longing in my heart. What I hungered for was an inner peace that the world, and all around me could not take away. I realised that it's alright to be alone. My search for a spiritual companion ends today.
This is for you, if you know that : Many including you believe simplicity implies doing without. On the contrary. True simplicity as a conscious life choice illuminates our lives from within. True simplicity is both buoyant and bountiful, able to liberate depressed spirits from bondage and burden of extravaganceand excess. True simplicity can elevate ordinary moments, dreary lives, from the mundane to the transcendent.
Trust that through the balm of simplicity your frazzled and weary soul can discover the place where you ought to be. Everyday offers us simple gifts when we are willing to search our hearts for the place that's right for each of us.
With all that spins the intricate web of my experiences with people, I am still rather gratified with all I know, with all I achieved and for all I have learned.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Gratitude unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we have into enough and more. It turns denial into acceptance, chaos to order, confusion to clarity. Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today and creates a vision tomorrow."
Hang out with my pals tonight. Sank teeth into burgers and girlie talk. Well, where are you Witch? Haha! It’s ok though. Knew Hound was not happy, but really am hoping that a strike of peace and harmony will happen soon for you.
Hmmm… Talk about harmony. Harmony, is definitely, in my vocabulary, the inner cadence of contentment we feel when the melody of life is in tune. When somehow we are able to strike the right chord, to balance the expectations of our loved ones, family and our responsibilities in the world on one hand with our inner needs for spiritual growth and personal expression on the other. This is one of the most difficult challenges most of us will face as it required us to make choices everyday. But most often we feel too tired to choose anything more than looking forward to the end of the day. Perhaps this explains why we often hear only a cacophony of dissonant demands that drown out the symphonies our souls long to compose.
Usually, when the distractions of daily life and unhappy thoughts deplete our energy, the 1st thing we eliminate is the thing we need the most : quiet reflective time. Time to dream, time to think, time to contemplate what’s working and what’s not, so we can make changes for the better. Simply blaming ourself and lamenting about the unfairness of the world of people won’t do at all.
As we bring the principles of gratitude, simplicity and order into our lives, harmony emerges. We learn to balance demands with pleasures, moments of solitude with a need of companionship, work with play, activity with rest, the inner self with the outer packaging.
Today, just try slowing down. Approach the day as if it was an adagio (guess you should know this), a melody played in an easy, graceful manner. Listen to the music that soothes and uplifts your spirit. Mingle with those who are positive and on the right path. And while you listen, pause and consider how all the individual notes come together harmoniously to give expression to the entire score.
So it shall be with your world. With harmony as your guide, trust that your everyday moments will soon begin to resonate in a rhapsody of fulfillment. For Star, Hound, Faye and Jason, it’s just happened that such challenges come in and caught you unaware. Just stay strong. I am sure order will soon be restored. To you who’s reading, don’t attempt the disorder which you intend or is creating. Totally unnecessary. Remember someone is watching from above. J
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"I cannot believe that the unscrutable Universe turns on an axis od suffering; surely the strange beauty of the world must somewhere rest on pure joy."
Hmmm… Talk about harmony. Harmony, is definitely, in my vocabulary, the inner cadence of contentment we feel when the melody of life is in tune. When somehow we are able to strike the right chord, to balance the expectations of our loved ones, family and our responsibilities in the world on one hand with our inner needs for spiritual growth and personal expression on the other. This is one of the most difficult challenges most of us will face as it required us to make choices everyday. But most often we feel too tired to choose anything more than looking forward to the end of the day. Perhaps this explains why we often hear only a cacophony of dissonant demands that drown out the symphonies our souls long to compose.
Usually, when the distractions of daily life and unhappy thoughts deplete our energy, the 1st thing we eliminate is the thing we need the most : quiet reflective time. Time to dream, time to think, time to contemplate what’s working and what’s not, so we can make changes for the better. Simply blaming ourself and lamenting about the unfairness of the world of people won’t do at all.
As we bring the principles of gratitude, simplicity and order into our lives, harmony emerges. We learn to balance demands with pleasures, moments of solitude with a need of companionship, work with play, activity with rest, the inner self with the outer packaging.
Today, just try slowing down. Approach the day as if it was an adagio (guess you should know this), a melody played in an easy, graceful manner. Listen to the music that soothes and uplifts your spirit. Mingle with those who are positive and on the right path. And while you listen, pause and consider how all the individual notes come together harmoniously to give expression to the entire score.
So it shall be with your world. With harmony as your guide, trust that your everyday moments will soon begin to resonate in a rhapsody of fulfillment. For Star, Hound, Faye and Jason, it’s just happened that such challenges come in and caught you unaware. Just stay strong. I am sure order will soon be restored. To you who’s reading, don’t attempt the disorder which you intend or is creating. Totally unnecessary. Remember someone is watching from above. J
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"I cannot believe that the unscrutable Universe turns on an axis od suffering; surely the strange beauty of the world must somewhere rest on pure joy."
Had a great week! With the public holiday involve, guess my over-driven mind got a well deserved rest. Seems like some friends are really going through rough times. So at such time when I am so blessed, I never forget to give a silent prayer of thanks and praying for the well-being of these friends.
Hmm... enjoyment yeah? There is something about the feel of our bodies moving rhthmically through space that has a healing effect on our psyche - an effect quite nothing else accomplishes. We began to lose the isolation of the self and to meld our boundaries with and beyond ourselves. Nerves that have long dain dormant begin to stretch and shudder alive as our bodies reclaim themselves.
Singing and dancing stirs the soul as nothing else can. Singing and dancing don't have to be spectator sports. So it was unbelievably enjoyable with my dear friends, my gals, Adrian, Anthony and Jason. Oh yes! Not to mentioned Amenn. Thanks for the drinks. The next bottle will be on me.
Will be catching up at the IT Fair tomorrow.
DaRkAnGeL'S WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Cheerfulness keeps up a kind of daylightin the mind and flls it with a steady and perpectual serenity."
Hmm... enjoyment yeah? There is something about the feel of our bodies moving rhthmically through space that has a healing effect on our psyche - an effect quite nothing else accomplishes. We began to lose the isolation of the self and to meld our boundaries with and beyond ourselves. Nerves that have long dain dormant begin to stretch and shudder alive as our bodies reclaim themselves.
Singing and dancing stirs the soul as nothing else can. Singing and dancing don't have to be spectator sports. So it was unbelievably enjoyable with my dear friends, my gals, Adrian, Anthony and Jason. Oh yes! Not to mentioned Amenn. Thanks for the drinks. The next bottle will be on me.
Will be catching up at the IT Fair tomorrow.
DaRkAnGeL'S WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Cheerfulness keeps up a kind of daylightin the mind and flls it with a steady and perpectual serenity."
Had a great time with my pals, though having much of a bugging from Richard. Haha! Friendship is so precious and so necessary. we need friend to serve as mirrors so that we can see ourselves. A good friend clearly sees our faults, reflects them back to us and loves us through them. It's of no wonder why Star keeps asking me to let her know if she has committed faults. But don't worry, everything about you is just fine.
When we are insecure with ourselves and rreluctant to grow and change, we will choose friends who support our stasis,agree with all our opinions and demandour silence. When we see our friends acting this way, we must remember that we have chosen them also. We reveal alot about outselves in the friends we chose.
Our good friends may not always agree with us and yet they never demand our silence when our perspectives differ. Good friends rejoice in our right to grow and in our growth, even if that means that we grow away from them. We are a good friend to others when we do the same thing.
Friendship is not a vehicle for control; it is a vehicle for freedom. It is a system that is open in all directions for those who participate.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"In all circumstances, listen to your heart's voice and follow its path. the divine laws are written in the human heart."
When we are insecure with ourselves and rreluctant to grow and change, we will choose friends who support our stasis,agree with all our opinions and demandour silence. When we see our friends acting this way, we must remember that we have chosen them also. We reveal alot about outselves in the friends we chose.
Our good friends may not always agree with us and yet they never demand our silence when our perspectives differ. Good friends rejoice in our right to grow and in our growth, even if that means that we grow away from them. We are a good friend to others when we do the same thing.
Friendship is not a vehicle for control; it is a vehicle for freedom. It is a system that is open in all directions for those who participate.
DaRkAnGeL's WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"In all circumstances, listen to your heart's voice and follow its path. the divine laws are written in the human heart."
Had a really tiresome day with the different kinds of angry people. Seems like it is a real difficult task for them to dispel off such angry emotion. Guess a through understanding id essential to control it. In actual fact, I told my clients that anger and all of our other emotions are gifts that we have been given to open doors into deeper and deeper levels of spirituality not readily accessed.
As I mentioned to most if not all, anger is not a “negative emotion”. It’s what we do with our anger that is important. If we randomly dump it on others, we are not quite likely to get a backlash, we are probably going to feel bad about ourselves.
When we cease to be afraid of our anger, when we cease to have the need to justify it, and when we cease to spew it, we have the possibility to see it as the door that it is and to let it take us down that dim path that leads to the light of spirituality and wisdom. In another words, angry we may be, but put a cap to it. Contain it. We can really size it all up and convert this into strength. That will definitely make us a better person.
DaRkAnGeL'S WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Anger is a symptom, a way of cloaking and expressing feelings too awful to experience too directly – hurt, grief, bitterness and most of all fear."
As I mentioned to most if not all, anger is not a “negative emotion”. It’s what we do with our anger that is important. If we randomly dump it on others, we are not quite likely to get a backlash, we are probably going to feel bad about ourselves.
When we cease to be afraid of our anger, when we cease to have the need to justify it, and when we cease to spew it, we have the possibility to see it as the door that it is and to let it take us down that dim path that leads to the light of spirituality and wisdom. In another words, angry we may be, but put a cap to it. Contain it. We can really size it all up and convert this into strength. That will definitely make us a better person.
DaRkAnGeL'S WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Anger is a symptom, a way of cloaking and expressing feelings too awful to experience too directly – hurt, grief, bitterness and most of all fear."
posted on June 7th, 2007 at 11:35 PM
Hey Angel.. SURPRISE!! haha.. haven't been in here for ages since the trauma ( you know what).. it's been 3mths of neverending emo struggles for me.. grateful as I can be... it's been put to an end.. though not a beautiful one but at least it's considered over. Having gone through the rough phrase over these mths makes me wonder.. what is really worth of my efforts and time. Standing through the test of time.. am I a survivor? I don't know why I feel I'm on the run.. an escapist.. jus not ready to face the fact that I've lost.. Above all, am truely appreciative of those who are so willingly sticking by me. Thank you all and thanks Angel. =)P/S Adagio - slow
Indeed a long break for me. That also recharges me & replenishes whatever that's missing out. Just about enough for me to get a chance to ground and stay centred.
Sometimes the physical and an awareness of it is what we need to center ourselves. The train lurges forward and we grabbed for holdings. We feel our lives spinning out of control and we just have to plop ourselves down on the ground.. We feel off-kilter and we go clean up or clear up.
There is something about the physical world around us that help ground us when nothing else seems real. Our thoughts rushed frantically to "get a grip" and the taste of tea is what we need.
So often it is the practical physical activity of doing something that provide the mystical solution for irrational situations. We all need to take periodic "holidays". Never will it too much or too little. That's just life. Work, responsibilities will never be an end.
Hehe. My turn of holidaying is here. Will be away for a month for a skiing holiday. Nontheless all forms of communication will still be up email or text. Will try to keep abreast with the blogging. I will try my best.
DaRkAnGeL'S WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Be able to be alone. Lose not the advantage of solitude."
Sometimes the physical and an awareness of it is what we need to center ourselves. The train lurges forward and we grabbed for holdings. We feel our lives spinning out of control and we just have to plop ourselves down on the ground.. We feel off-kilter and we go clean up or clear up.
There is something about the physical world around us that help ground us when nothing else seems real. Our thoughts rushed frantically to "get a grip" and the taste of tea is what we need.
So often it is the practical physical activity of doing something that provide the mystical solution for irrational situations. We all need to take periodic "holidays". Never will it too much or too little. That's just life. Work, responsibilities will never be an end.
Hehe. My turn of holidaying is here. Will be away for a month for a skiing holiday. Nontheless all forms of communication will still be up email or text. Will try to keep abreast with the blogging. I will try my best.
DaRkAnGeL'S WoRdS Of WiSdOm :
"Be able to be alone. Lose not the advantage of solitude."
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